The Real Me Would Kill You Quick
Journal Entry: Mon May 19, 2008, 4:21 PM
- Mood:
Repulsed - Listening to: My heart
- Reading: Lovely comments
- Watching: What I say
- Playing: Him
- Eating: Away at my stomach
- Drinking: Saliva
If you at all get offended reading bad language I suggest you overlook this entry.I died a little the other day.
And I would like to share with you this story.
You all know the infamous Kevin.
Everyone knew us as a couple. We even shared an account.
Well this little butt f*ck decided to do the ultimate low.
I want you all to be as grossed out by this as I am so I'll give you every juicy little detail.
Kevin is so into himself. Very self absorbed and self obsessed.
Tell you the truth? He's not that great.
He thinks he's such a lady killer, but has nothing to exactly "kill" the ladies with if you know what I mean. 
Well unless they were middle schoolers of course.
This stupid fag decided that he doesn't care whether he's single or in a serious relationship to mess around on the INTERNET with girls, but he's also decided that age isn't a factor either.
As long as they have big lips, big tits, and a nice @$$.
Oh, and red hair. 'Cause apparently he wants them to look as closely like me as possible.
There is this young girl. Her name is Kimber.
She dresses like me, has piercings like me...She's as tall as me.
Only one major difference between us.
SHE'S 16 YEARS OLD!
I decided to take a gander around his Godforsaken MySpace and you wouldn't believe what I found. It made me vomit. This 16 year old girl is your typical MySpace whore. Her lips are puckered into the camera and her angle pointed right down her chest for all to see the lack of boob the good Lord gave her. T____T
I looked at one of her pictures more closely to find a comment left by chub rub.
And Kevins exact words were, "Why do you have to be so damn cute.
<3" I was shocked ladies and gentlemen!
Then I look at her main page where all of his comments are displayed for the world to see and in one of his comments he left "Hey I miss youuuuu please call me right now, please! 704-974-1381 <3 <3" and then another that said, "I'm sorry I didnt answer my phone, I must have been at work please call me again I really want to talk to you! <3"
And another said, "Call me and we'll chill again, but this time I wont let you sleep for five hours lol
<3 <3" then another said "I love you!!!!!! <3 <3 <3"
So I called the d*ck. I asked him :
Me: Why are you fooling around with a 16 year old girl?!
Kevin: We're just friends, I have no feelings for her!
Me: then why are you telling her how cute she is and telling her you love her?!!!!
Kevin: 'Cause that's how teenagers talk to each other, I don't know!
Me: Where were you at that she was sleeping around you for five hours?!
Kevin: In my bed...
Me:
WHAT?!!!
Why is she in your bed Kevin?!
Kevin: We didn't do anything, Rachel!
Me: Hows come I don't believe you? I saw all the things you said to her and "FRIENDS" don't say that sh*t to each other!!!
Kevin: I don't know what else to tell you!
Me: Why are you telling her how cute you think she is, she's 16 years old you sicko!!!
Kevin: ...
Me: What business do you have inviting a 16 year old girl over to your house and to sleep in your bed when no ones home but you and her?!
Kevin: You know what? If I can't have girls as friends then maybe we shouldn't talk anymore!
Me: *Blows up* Don't threaten me that you'll walk away, I'm not scared of you!
There's a WHOLE lot more to it than this but this is the basics.
Now YOU TELL ME everyone...Are they just friends?
Devious Comments
I will reply to your note as soon as I can! Right now I SHOULD be writing my essay . . .
And no, I do not have a myspace anymore
Yoda?!?!
Well...
And a batman with a beer!
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-Dimmu Borgir
So I will resort to. . .
YODA!!!!!!
I've been up to no good.
But yea, I'm here to stay.
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-Dimmu Borgir
*Sigh* Kevin and I arent speaking right now. He hasnt been on dA in forever 'cause he's swooned to myspace.
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-Dimmu Borgir
what have you been up to? glad that you're back on da on a regular basis... your departure was sad
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You're hot and you know it.
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Didn't mean to be perceived as mean spirited to such a lovely person as yourself.
It is hard to convey meaning and emotion in a two sentence paragraph.
May I try again please?
No rolling eyes...no emoticons at all.
On my original statement. I guess perhaps an analogy could work?
I like ice cream. A lot. But I have maybe 5 flavors that I really enjoy.
Just like your art.
I like it. A lot. But there are a few that I really can see the emotion in.
That (this is my opinion) is what good art does.
Evokes Emotion.
Ode to TrunkofAmmunition
Heart-felt Images
Before my eyes Fall
Created by Rachel
They do so Enthrall
Poetry in Self-portrait
Displays upon my Screen
Eyes, emotive and deep
Skin Textured Porcelain
A small ornate Ring
Upon her lip Lie
Does not Detract
Her sparkling Eye
Colors come Alive
With her masterful Way
I've become a Watcher
Of Ms. Rachel's display
Again.. Sorry for how I made you feel.
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I love
Have you read about the "Ticking Time Bomb" ? [link]
(go to the bottom of the page and click on "Ticking Time Bomb" pdf format.)
But no, I'm not emo. Just disgruntled.
Just the way you said it.
Just thought you could've been a bit nicer about it. o_O
Rolling your eyes, unimpressed...
Sounds a bit cocky and rude to me that's all.
I havent seen anything of yours yet but if I didn't like something I wouldn't say what you said. For sure.
I'm a lady of class.
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-Dimmu Borgir
gee, I can never say the right thing.
But yea, I don't like 'em all.
Most...Not all.
sheesh...you're not all, like emo, are you?
You probably don't even like ONE of mine...
Not that I'd know....
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When are you coming to WI so we can do a photoshoot?
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